Loser

**Deep thinking about my life today.. And it starting point to all..**

"The same guy?"

"Yes."

"He told me and I read his text too."

"Masing-masing ada salah. Kau dengan salah kau, dia dengan salah dia. Dan kau patut berbangga kau tegakkan keadilan dihadapan dia. Biarkan dia berbangga dengan segala penipuan dia, kalau betul dia menipu. Jangan sebab lelaki kau jadi macam nie. Jika betul dia sayangkan kau, dia tidak akan sesekali menipu kau, menduakan kau. Dia akan terus bertahan. Tapi sekarang bila kau mula tunjukkan kekurangan kau, dia mula beralih pada kekasih lama dia dan scandal-scandal dia yang tak penah habis"

"2 years passed and he still doin the same thing."

"Tak kira berapa tahun pun hati manusia bukan senang nak berubah. Sebab tu kita tak boleh berpegang sangat pada janji manusia. I know you love him so much sebab sebelum nie kau tak pernah macam nie. But see, seribu peluang pun takkan cukup. Tak mustahil dia akan buat lagi. Bahagia mungkin ada, tapi sengsara mungkin banyak."

"Aku rasa down dan sakit sangat-sangat. Feels like part of me is missing."

"Face it! Rasa sakit tu kerana dosa. Tapi sakit juga penghapus dosa."

"Kau tau ape aku rasa sekarang? Aku takut sangat-sangat kehilangan dia. Aku cemburu, aku sakit hati."

"Tu la masalah kau terlalu bergantung pada cinta manusia. Bukan cinta Allah yang menjaga."

"You're not being yourself. This is not you."

"Wake up. Find your old self. That's the real you."

"He's not worth your pain"

**Thanks heart and mind**

10 Painful Things

1. Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget.

2. Reminiscing the good times.

3. Trying to hide what you really feel.

4. Loving someone who loves another.

5. Having commitment with someone you know would not last.

6. Shielding your heart to love somebody.

7. Loving a person too much.

8. Taking risk to fall in love again.

10. Accepting that it was never meant to be.

#Patient

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

Pernah tak kita rasa penat dengan benda sekeliling? Manusia yang penuh drama, jalan yang sama, hati yang terluka. Kadang-kadang terfikir, bila semua nie akan berakhir? Penat mengeluh, penat menangis, penat mencuba. Bila berada diatas, semua ada. Tapi bila jatuh? Hanya berapa kerat yang setia. Itupun hanya tahu sebahagian daripada cerita. Kalau tahu semua cerita? Mungkin tiada. Bangkitlah kau seorang diri.

Bukan tak pernah aku cuba bercerita. Cuba bagi mereka faham apa yang aku lalui, apa yang aku rasa. Tapi sekarang aku dah malas, aku dah penat. Semua orang sibuk fikirkan masalah masing-masing. Masalah mereka yang paling getir, kisah mereka yang paling sedih. Bosan. Lebih baik aku diam.

Tapi siapa aku nak mengeluh, cuba mempertikaikan jalan yang ditulis oleh-Nya? Asyik mengeluh tanda tak bersyukur dangan takdir-Nya. Setiap permulaan yang sukar itu ada bahagia diakhirnya. Itu janji ALLAH. So, kenapa tak cuba bersabar? 

Alhamdulllah, semenjak akhir-akhir nie, aku setia membaca kalimah-kalimah-Nya, Bukan untuk berbangga. Bukan. Sebab aku mula mencari erti kewujudan. Ingin mencari yang benar. Dan yang paling penting. . .  Aku inginkan ketenangan. Ketenangan yang sekian lama aku dambakan. Dan Subhanallah, aku mula berdiri semula.

Akan ada balasan yang baik untuk mereka yang bersabar~

To get what you love, you must first be patient with what you hate - Al ghazali- 

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

Someday, we'll forget the hurt, the reason we cried 
and who caused us pain. We will finally realize that
the secret of being free is not revenge, but letting
things unfold in thier own way and own time.

After all, what the matters is not the first, but the
last chapter of our life which shows how well we ran 
the race.

So smile, laugh, forgive, believe and love all over again.

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

Keep your thoughts positive
Because your thoughts become
Your words.

Keep your words positive
Because your words become
Your behaviour.

Keep your behaviour positive
Because your behaviour becomes
Your habits.

Keep your habits positive
Because your habits become
Your value.

Keep your values positive
Because your values become
Your destiny.

Friend #II

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

My friends are so very dear to me,
Through the good and bad they've been there,
Laughter or tears we've been through it all,
But no matter what they stood by me,
Sharing in my joy, or lending a shoulder to cry on.

Building memories that will last a life time,
The fun times and laughter that we have shared,
Are happy memories that always be there,
When I was sad, they have always cheered me up.

My friends are true friend, not passing by,
But will be there through out the years,
I can't think of more perfect friends,
To share my goals and dreams with.

Because my forever friends,
Are the only ones I will ever need,
I don't know if they can tell,
Just how much they mean to me.

How important their friendship is,
And how much I care,
For they are what true friendship is about,
They're there when I need them,
And I love them all.

-The story of us-

-Friend-

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

Today I found a friend,

Who knew everything I felt.

She knew my every weakness,

And the problems I've been dealt.

She understood my wonders,

And listened to my dreams.

She listened to how I felt about life and love,

And knew what it all means.

Not once did she interrupt me,

Or tell me I was wrong.

She understood what I was going through,

And promised she'd stay long.

I reached out to this friend,

To show her that I care.

To pull her close and let her know,

How much I need her there.

I went to hold her hand,

To pull her a bit nearer.

And realized that this perfect friend I found,

Was nothing but my mirror.

-The Story of us-

-Selawat Syifa-

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

Maksud:

Ya allah, berikanlah rahmat ke atas penghulu kami, nabi Muhammas S.A.W.

yang dengan berkat baginda, engkau menyembuhkan hati-hati,

menjadi penawar dan menyihatkan tubuh badan juga memberi kesembuhan penyakit,

serta mengurniakan cahaya penglihatan dan kurniakanlah juga rahmat keberkatan

dan kesejahteraan keatas keluarga dan sahabat baginda.

-Reality-

Boys..

Stop waiting for that 'perfect' girl.
She's not out there.
There's no such thing as fairy tales.
Your life isn't an 80's movie.
If you push that girl away,
she's not gonna come back and comfort you.
She's gonna leave.
Life isn't like a movie.
Stop expecting it to be.
But there is such thing as love.
So find it,
just with your hopes not as high.

-Simple Rules-

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

1. If you do not GO after what you want,
    You'll never have it.

2. If you do not ASK, 
    The answer will always be NO.

3. If you do not step FORWARD,
    you will ALWAYS be in the same place.

Trust Allah

Bismillahirahmanirahim..

Where there's a will, there's a way..

Stop letting other people's opinions control what you do..
Do whatever is best for you, that's what matters most..



Tataa~ :)