Loser

**Deep thinking about my life today.. And it starting point to all..**

"The same guy?"

"Yes."

"He told me and I read his text too."

"Masing-masing ada salah. Kau dengan salah kau, dia dengan salah dia. Dan kau patut berbangga kau tegakkan keadilan dihadapan dia. Biarkan dia berbangga dengan segala penipuan dia, kalau betul dia menipu. Jangan sebab lelaki kau jadi macam nie. Jika betul dia sayangkan kau, dia tidak akan sesekali menipu kau, menduakan kau. Dia akan terus bertahan. Tapi sekarang bila kau mula tunjukkan kekurangan kau, dia mula beralih pada kekasih lama dia dan scandal-scandal dia yang tak penah habis"

"2 years passed and he still doin the same thing."

"Tak kira berapa tahun pun hati manusia bukan senang nak berubah. Sebab tu kita tak boleh berpegang sangat pada janji manusia. I know you love him so much sebab sebelum nie kau tak pernah macam nie. But see, seribu peluang pun takkan cukup. Tak mustahil dia akan buat lagi. Bahagia mungkin ada, tapi sengsara mungkin banyak."

"Aku rasa down dan sakit sangat-sangat. Feels like part of me is missing."

"Face it! Rasa sakit tu kerana dosa. Tapi sakit juga penghapus dosa."

"Kau tau ape aku rasa sekarang? Aku takut sangat-sangat kehilangan dia. Aku cemburu, aku sakit hati."

"Tu la masalah kau terlalu bergantung pada cinta manusia. Bukan cinta Allah yang menjaga."

"You're not being yourself. This is not you."

"Wake up. Find your old self. That's the real you."

"He's not worth your pain"

**Thanks heart and mind**

10 Painful Things

1. Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget.

2. Reminiscing the good times.

3. Trying to hide what you really feel.

4. Loving someone who loves another.

5. Having commitment with someone you know would not last.

6. Shielding your heart to love somebody.

7. Loving a person too much.

8. Taking risk to fall in love again.

10. Accepting that it was never meant to be.